I had a dream about you but it felt like more of a nightmare. We were in love and our hugs were indescribable. The most warm I’ve ever felt. The most safe I’ve ever felt. I can’t believe I still remember what you feel like after all this time. It was torture, but I couldn’t stop. You’re the last place that still feels like home.
I finally wrote this in a letter and mailed it to you. I hope we can find peace with each other. I love you so much.